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Camille's Site http://camillejv.multiply.com/ camille jaojoco villasin ~ family, my rock and oasis ~ friends, my rants-and-raves-sponge ~ photography, my life's drive and expression ~ environment conservation and protection, my purpose and end-goal ~ fashion, my daily expression ~ writing, my outlet and chest of memories (blog) pledge to see AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH and make a move to save the planet - <A href="http://www.climatecrisis.net/">http://www.climatecrisis.net/</A> click <embed pluginspage='http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer' /' src='http://www.climatecrisis.net/downloads/widget/widget.swf?key=35923ACC7DC11BEF8E764D6FD03A97B4' width='200' height='138' type='application/x-shockwave-flash' allowscriptaccess='never' quality='high' bgcolor='#333333' menu='false' wmode='opaque'> Fri, 4 Jul 2008 07:55:36 -0000 Sun, 29 Jun 2008 17:31:54 -0000 Camille's Site http://images.camillejv.multiply.com/logo http://camillejv.multiply.com 100 100 trivia who gets really loopy after one glass (yes one glass!!) of cosmpolitan?<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cocktail.png">   me...   loseeeeer http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/370/trivia Sun, 29 Jun 2008 17:31:54 -0000 i'm yours Jason =) hehhehe! <img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://www.pikpod.com/upload/blog/132/html_library/jasonmraz.jpg" border="0">it's about openness. being real. not hesitating. living life. loving. taking everything easy but not caring about the mundane things too much. being happy. loving without hesitating. and i'll be waiting for "my turn to win some or learn some" whether or not it works out until the end i will emerge a victor for i will risk and will not hesitate. "i will love and win" or "i will love and learn" "i've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer ...............i guess what i'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons " for me this song goes beyond loving someone else. it's loving one's self and showing his/her real-ness. because when one if real...he/she is whole...then, by that time he/she can love more truthfully ... with no pretentions... no holding back... simply loving the way he/she knows how to love and not loving the way everyone else expects him/her... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/368/im_yours_Jason_ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 09:59:02 -0000 I'm Yours by Jason Mraz http://camillejv.multiply.com/video/item/16/Im_Yours_by_Jason_Mraz Mon, 16 Jun 2008 04:23:44 -0000 anti-zen AZ!!!! i'm so stressed because i'm sooooo bored! with everything for the past few days! the only highlight of my weekend was attending a cross-cultural wedding! it was a beautiful wedding...*sigh* <img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/love.png"> before and after that...sobrang wala akong gana kahit sa panonood ng tv! nakakaranas lang ako ng happiness kung nakaipod ako at puro jason mraz and jack johnson lang pinapakinggan ko. chill beach-y songs. i want to go to the beach!!!! and chill...and not think!   you owe me 1 gig dude!!!! you seriously owe me! hehe! carefuly nitpicking songs to delete so i can add MY songs is tedious!! i need to buy a new ipod...i need to buy a new ipod... i need to buy a new ipod...  oh a day before the wedding I went to the salon...ohhh bliss! but after that i realized na sobrang wala na pala akong pera!!! stress! hehe! or pms!! gaaah! http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/367/anti-zen Mon, 16 Jun 2008 03:20:27 -0000 Jack Johnson - "If I Had Eyes" If I had eyes in the back of my head I would have told you that You looked good As I walked away And if you could've tried to trust the hand that fed You would've never been hungry But you never really be The more of this or less of this or is there any difference or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore Sometimes time doesn't heal No not at all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes like that It won't let me in Always looking out Lot of people spend their time just floating We were victims together but lonely You got hungry eyes that just can't look forward Can't give them enough but we just can't start over Building with bent nails we're falling but holding, I don't wanna take up anymore of your time Time time time Sometimes time doesn't heal No not all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes l... http://camillejv.multiply.com/video/item/15/Jack_Johnson_-_If_I_Had_Eyes_ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 02:32:33 -0000 squiggly makes everyone hAFI http://camillejv.multiply.com/photos/album/287/squiggly_makes_everyone_hAFI Tue, 3 Jun 2008 09:19:50 -0000 a busy girl isn't lonely i am very scared of lull times. i had one early this afternoon. i had one last night. and another yesterday while in the car. even if these lull times are just a few minutes... i am scared of them...i fear them.   because during these lull times, my mind gets warped into thoughts of why's again. on some, i make scenes of what i want the future to be. sometimes, i replay the past before its abrupt end.  i am trying to live life as it comes by the minute. i do try. i try very very hard. that's why my weekends are packed doing the things i've always wanted to do. that's why hours after work i spend time doing things i don't normally do. but lull times are unavoidable. unavoidable... *********** I shot quiapo again today. one of the nicest guys i know asked my help. my good ol' family friend - nikko. thanks nicx! my pictures WILL GET PUBLISHED ha?ha?ha? i went around quiapo which i cannot ever do on my own. i learned a lot today about history and archi... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/360/a_busy_girl_isnt_lonely Sun, 1 Jun 2008 13:01:27 -0000 i'm happy today and i don't even know why. hehe! maybe because... <ul> <li>i'll be seeing my dad later after his trip to dumaguete. i miss my parents <li>i have new purple sandals <li>my nails are painted red</li></li></li></ul> hehe! i am happy. i've been asking myself what's making me happy today. not a second did i frown. i went through work without feeling boredom.  i'm happy. i am so in tune with my happiness. hehe! the biggest surprise this day was a post-it on my computer monitor at the office... <img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.camillejv.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SEKgMgoKCCgAAA7Rcqg1/Image%281259%29.jpg?et=sLjSE%2B%2Cw%2C11bv7GxRbkbTA&nmid=0" border="0"> i will miss these crazy girls! booooo!   http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/358/im_happy_today Fri, 30 May 2008 10:28:38 -0000 May 24, 08 - i shot fireworks =) my 2nd time... photography is a hit-and-miss art. but i won't stop! hehe! <a href="http://piecesofcamille.multiply.com">http://piecesofcamille.multiply.com</a> -- my shots Thanks Ate and http://camillejv.multiply.com/photos/album/284/May_24_08_-_i_shot_fireworks_ Tue, 27 May 2008 08:41:04 -0000 for a moment there i just came home from shooting fireworks better than my shots last year now with the barge in the frame with the colors' reflection on the water in full view for a moment there i felt like i'll be able to continue and be better at photography without remembering him but no... i tried to figure out where we were situated last year i even tried looking for a chow chow a chow chow his name was cheetos he was a stranger's dog he cuddled cheetos like he would soon cuddle me i don't like dogs i don't like their smell but he made me like them their shi tzu ... her name's happy she barked at me non-stop the first time she saw me she made siksik at his other side while she stared at me intently as if i was the wicked witch trying to steal him away from her there was no chow chow i couldn't even figure out where we sat last year this time in my white shorts and girly blouse i climbed up the sea wall behind all these rugged photographer guys i sat and knelt comfortably i re-aligned the tripod ... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/356/for_a_moment_there Sat, 24 May 2008 15:52:22 -0000 i want thisssssss!! <a href="http://camillejv.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SDbYJAoKCCgAAESbZ6s1"></a><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.camillejv.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SDbYJAoKCCgAAESbZ6s1/MULTICOLOR_HOLGA.jpg?et=o8gjxTNAF7Ya%2CMeLvcfHbw&nmid=0" border="0"></img>   i've been saying yes to every invitation i receive for the past two months. hehe! so when my friend, cyn, invited me to go check out the lomography exhibit at the lomography embassy manila, i said yes right away. when we arrived (after being slaves to corporate hours), sarado na pa la! but jeanger was so gracious she still let us in.  and i saw my next toy! i've been wanting a lomo cam since last year but i was living off day-to-day allowances and date money so buying a lomo was not an option for me then! for now, no shopping first. it suuuucks how magastos my two hobbies are! hehe! i don't plan to be a lomographer lomographer. i just want to experience the crooked side of photography. hehe! so why that Holga? because it's cute to look at. LOL! imagine being in killer corporate attire and carrying that at the same time. ang cute! sobrang may identity crisis yata ako...hehe! by July, I'll have you Holgs..Nigo might get jealous though. But he knows he's my boy... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/355/i_want_thisssssss Fri, 23 May 2008 15:24:18 -0000 postsecret <a href="http://postsecret.blogspot.com">http://postsecret.blogspot.com</a> i want these books. so entertaining. **hinthint** <img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/wink.png"></img> <a href="http://postsevret.blogspot.com/"><img class="alignleft" src="http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/4147FTjzgkL._SL500_BO2,204,203,200_PIsitb-dp-500-arrow,TopRight,45,-64_OU01_AA240_SH20_.jpg" border="0"></img></a> <a href="http://postsevret.blogspot.com/"><img class="alignleft" src="http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/5199Z0A9ZHL._SL500_AA240_.jpg" border="0"></img></a><a href="http://postsevret.blogspot.com/"></a> <a href="http://postsevret.blogspot.com/"></a>  <a href="http://postsevret.blogspot.com/"></a>      <a href="http://postsevret.blogspot.com/"></a>  <a href="http://postsevret.blogspot.com/"></a>    <a href="http://postsevret.blogspot.com/"></a>     thanks to shiela for the link. and monchie for sharing the book (1st pic).   i saw these in there: "if i had a million dollars i would give it all away for one more day with her like it used to be in the beginning" "what hurts more than losing you...is knowing your'e not fighting to keep me..."   i felt sad but not too sad when i read those....    because today even if it's shallow. even if it's impossible. i felt a jolt of kilig.   i am back to the CAMILLE na super mababaw ang happiness. hehe! so yeah!   happy? i am!   i also saw this in the book... "i don't care about recycling. (but i pretend i do!)" HAHAHAHAHA! ok it's a big deal if your'e an "environmentalist" see mababaw kaligayahan ko! http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/354/postsecret Wed, 21 May 2008 09:35:02 -0000 the reason why i'm excited about my own marriage marriage ha not wedding..hehe! their marriage! <IMG class=alignmiddleb src="http://images.camillejv.multiply.com/image/5/photos/192/300x300/1/DSC00706.JPG?et=4,BlUUsLaCJV+uspcZM2Ow&nmid=24663944" border=0>   My parents just celebrated their 33rd wedding anniversary last saturday, May 17. After two years of dating they decided to get married, papa was turning 26 while mama was turning 24 that year. They don't have a perfect relationship well nobody has. I have been a witness to pillow-in-between-them nights far too many. There was also a time my mom booked a flight coming to manila after a huge fight, my dad followed a few days later to make sundo her. hehe! Even if my mom often says na she can just leave him anytime now lalo na that all of us their children are grownups already i know she won't do it. hehe! She just can't stand his tantrums sometimes. hehe! They have those talks at 3am about my siblings and me. Papa was complaining na he shouldn't have bought a king sized bed kase now he doesn't get to hug mama at night na daw because of the too much space. hehe! sometimes papa would wake up stare at mama and fix her hair while the... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/353/the_reason_why_im_excited_about_my_own_marriage Tue, 20 May 2008 03:13:33 -0000 Life for me yesterday was... <a href="http://camillejv.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SEKU6woKCCgAAE9Ss3U1"><img class="alignleft" src="http://images.camillejv.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SEKU6woKCCgAAE9Ss3U1/Image%281251%29.jpg?et=Hacszk%2BgeZg0VOrbcogYXw&nmid=0" border="0"></a> ...being alone by the sea ...hearing the waves ...feeling the saltwater mist on my face ...getting a beach hilot ...finishing one bottle of SanMigLight without getting any rashes...hehe! ...FULLY realizing and not just knowing that I have soooo much ahead of ME.   Words of Wisdom I learned over the past week... <ul> <li>on my relationship with that one friend...</li></ul> by Kahlil Gibran "But let there be spaces in your togetherness And let the winds of the heavens dance between you. Love one another, but make not a bond of love Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls. Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone, Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music. Stand together yet not too near together: For the pillars of the temple stand apart. And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each others' shadow." <ul> <li>on work</li></ul> by Sheila, the emoticon [For as long as you don't stop challenging yourself no m... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/352/Life_for_me_yesterday_was... Sun, 18 May 2008 15:27:13 -0000 I have Nigo =) <IMG class=alignleft style="WIDTH: 281px; HEIGHT: 182px" height=256 src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/87/71/2291778/1_193811270l.jpg" width=336 border=0>my shots have become fewer these past months. i miss photography <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/sad.png">. my lunar photography project isn't done yet. i know Nigo won't let me down. i'll pick him up more and more constantly in the next few days. i promise! he has a spanking new battery you know? i refused to buy a generic replacement. even if an original battery is *sigh* more expensive. expeeeensiiiive = shoes shoes shoes or dresses dresses and more dresses. LOL! when i entered the store...in my skirt and pumps <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/wink.png"> me: meron po kayong nikon EN-EL3a? sira na kase...(showed them mine) them: baka naman charger mo sira. me: hinde..try niyo po.. them: oo nga. sa dslr ba toh? me: opo. them: ikaw nagshoshoot?! me: opo. hehe! them: hindi mukha ah...haha! ano camera mo? me: D50.. them: ayos ah...so matagal ka na nagshoshoot? me: mga 3 years na yata... them: ah kaya pagod na battery mo.haha! eh di hasang hasa ka na? me: di nga eh kase di ako consistent. them: hobby lang or nagsisideline ka? me: hobby lang.. them: naku mahal nun! e... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/350/I_have_Nigo_ Thu, 15 May 2008 13:24:29 -0000 the challenge there was a time a few months back that i said... "please suggest what i should do today. i want today to be productive" he replied "hmmmm write a poem again..or cook a new dish" i did the latter... i blog a lot. i say the truest words. i don't like writing figuratively. i am always direct to the fucking point. this is a poem i did in Lit 12 class circa freshman year 2002. hehe! i wish i could write again...   step into the breeze a soft world awaits angry rays gone crackling papers fall like showers of care   wind slowly comes in touches your hand and carries away scorching pain sea waves in your mouth they've bid farewell... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/348/the_challenge Wed, 14 May 2008 06:48:16 -0000 my mentor! Ateneo prof offers other biofuel source: Algae <A href="http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/inquirerheadlines/nation/view_article.php?article_id=135523">http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/inquirerheadlines/nation/view_article.php?article_id=135523</A> Ateneo scientists working on algae as biodiesel source <A href="http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/storypage.aspx?StoryId=117670">http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/storypage.aspx?StoryId=117670</A> i just paid her a visit earlier this week and i was telling her of my "career move". she really is like a mother to me. being so optimistic of my career choices even if i deviated from what we really studied about. she previously told me that IF things doesn't work out for me with my current job, and if i still see myself working in the scientific field she'd want me to be her research assistant. whoa! and this might have been the study she was telling me about.   all technical stuff...i once knew! hehe! sayang noh? i have a new crush! ok not new. i've known him since his sweet gesture to his then-gf mandy moore. after winning a match he climbed up the bleachers to hug mandy. since then i knew andy roddick... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/343/my_mentor Fri, 9 May 2008 12:49:52 -0000 May 3 - 4 08 - Galera with dyann "tata"...=) - all our friends weren't available! and ...reine, eleu, jhong, vanjo - (met them through J) MY friends na rin - i am a friends-stealer!!! hehe! ..THANK YOU =) kahit lagi niyo akong inaasar!! haha! http://camillejv.multiply.com/photos/album/283/May_3_-_4_08_-_Galera Thu, 8 May 2008 08:16:11 -0000 the happy therapy everynight just pick out things that made you smile that day and think about them before you sleep. sure ms. lonely do pay a visit sometimes. but a lonely heart can be happy too you know? a lonely heart need not be sad. thousands are feeling what i am going through. some dwell. some mope. i do mope sometimes. i need to. but i will not let my loneliness get the best of me. because i can be happy even when my heart doesn't have another heart to enclose it with. playing with lilliane in starbucks powerplant while ate lils (one of kuya's best friends) and my kuya went out for a smoke...made me happy... i might just buy a polly pocket again! <A href="http://camillejv.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SB7kaAoKCCgAAFveKcA1"><IMG class=alignmiddleb src="http://images.camillejv.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SB7kaAoKCCgAAFveKcA1/Image003.jpg?et=s3ylREKEpJk4Wt392PDz%2CA&nmid=" border=0></A> watching Ironman with kuya made me happy...it's the best superhero movie ever! <IMG class=alignmiddleb style="WIDTH: 262px; HEIGHT: 380px" height=539 src="http://blogs.eastvalleytribune.com/nerdvana/files/2007/10/ironmanmovieposter.jpg" width=262 border=0> texting with my dad and mom while they were dining in Giuseppe's - an Italian restaurant back home while i was eating Italian ice cream in Greenbelt made me happy..hehe! <IMG class=alignmiddleb src="http://images.camillejv.multiply.com/image/6/photos/255/300x300/16/DSC_3358_.JPG?et=+fXKNhZoMyWq4dGVOV+6zQ&nmid=74163817" border=0> knowing that some of my closest friends are in the same kind of HIGH i was in last year makes me ... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/342/the_happy_therapy Mon, 5 May 2008 10:25:08 -0000 Leona Lewis - Better in Time thanks klod! haha! http://camillejv.multiply.com/video/item/14/Leona_Lewis_-_Better_in_Time Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:07:02 -0000 the comedy of a heartbreak around 2 weeks ago, i chanced upon a compilation of 10 stories about heartbreaks. I bought it. my sister and my kuya's friend said i'm being a masochist for doing things, saying things, drawing into my life things that remind me of my current state of being - heartbroken.   but the stories in the book are so funny and heartwarming. hehe! i was laughing so hard last night while reading. it's definitely a good read. i love light reads! especially stories written in a guy's perspective much like summit's vince's life. light reads are what we need to take us away from the chaos.   today i woke up deciding that i should finally let go of my sad embrace. because things will fall into place...i don't know how but they will.  yesterday, i was telling a friend about praying to God to just give us the blueprint of our life so we wouldn't have to guess where were going and so we would be ready of the next steps, of the next plans, of how our life will unfol... http://camillejv.multiply.com/journal/item/340/the_comedy_of_a_heartbreak Wed, 23 Apr 2008 01:53:40 -0000 James Morrison - You Give Me Something http://camillejv.multiply.com/video/item/13/James_Morrison_-_You_Give_Me_Something Tue, 22 Apr 2008 04:24:27 -0000 The Fray - Over My Head Music Video I never knew I never knew that everything was falling through That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue To turn and run when all I needed was the truth But that's how it's got to be It's coming down to nothing more than apathy I'd rather run the other way than stay and see The smoke and who's still standing when it clears Everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on your mind She's on your mind Let's rearrange I wish you were a stranger I could disengage Say that we agree and then never change Soften a bit until we all just get along But that's disregard Find another friend and you discard As you lose the argument in a cable car Hanging above as the canyon comes between Everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on your mind She's on your mind Everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on your mind S... http://camillejv.multiply.com/video/item/11/The_Fray_-_Over_My_Head_Music_Video Tue, 22 Apr 2008 03:17:53 -0000 April 13 08 - last day preparing to leave...them planning to go to subic without me and kuya bulalo lunch at mahogany market with flies floating on our soup. yum! http://camillejv.multiply.com/photos/album/281/April_13_08_-_last_day Tue, 15 Apr 2008 03:45:53 -0000 April 12 08 - post wedding get-together with lechon sent in to tagaytay from http://camillejv.multiply.com/photos/album/280/April_12_08_-_post_wedding_get-together Tue, 15 Apr 2008 03:33:26 -0000 April 12 08 - Wedding 2 http://camillejv.multiply.com/photos/album/279/April_12_08_-_Wedding_2 Tue, 15 Apr 2008 02:17:26 -0000